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Sa labas ng aming bahay, may isang batang tinda ay sampaguita,

Sa labas ng aming bahay, una ko siyang nakita.

Inutusan ako at Lumabas para bumili ng sampaguita,

Ngunit sa paglabas ko’y hindi ko na siya muling nakita.

Sa paglipas ng araw akin siyang inaabangan,

Nagbabakasakaling siya’y akin muling masisilayan,

Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako nahihiwagaan,

siguro dahil sa payat, bagsak at kaawa-awa niyang katawan

nagtanong ako sa aming kapitbahay,

yung bata sa harap ng aming bahay, ano kaya ang kanyang ngalan?

Walang may alam, sapagkat wala silang pakielam

Kaya minabuting ipagtanong sa bandang labasan,

Sa labasan madalas siyang nakaupo,

Nanunuod, ng mga kapwa niya batang naglalaro,

Tanong sa sarili, bakit hindi siya sumasali sa mga ‘to?

Sagot ng kalaro niya, baka mahuli daw siya ng kanyang inang hilo,

Ang kanyang ina napaka-sama pala,

Pinagtitinda ng sampaguita ang musmos na bata.

Nalungkot ako sa mga bagay na nalaman ko pa,

Sapagkat ang batang nagtitinda ng sampaguita na “bong” ang ngalan,

Binubugbog ng kanyang ina at ama kapag walang dalang yaman,

Si bong ay pang-apat sa pitong magkakapatid, ang tatlong nauna sa kanya’y

Sa murang edad ay nag-sipagasawa na, ninais makaalis sa impiyernong

Dulot ng magulang nila sa kanila, kaya ang napagiwanan ng lahat ng hirap at dusa,

si “bong” walong taong gulang, na aking napagalamang

hindi pa pala  nakatung-tong na paaralan.

Kinabukasan, tanghali nang muli ko siyang natagpuan sa labasan,

Akin siyang kinausap, tinanong kung siya ay nakakain na?

Ang tangi niya lang naisagot, ay iling na pagkabagal-bagal.

Saksi ng mga mata ko ang gutom sa mga mata ng bata.

Agad ko siya isinama sa aming tahanan, ngunit sa kasamaang palad nakita siya ng kanyang ina, sinigawan siya at pinagsalitaan ng mga hindi magaganda,

Kinausap ko ang kayang ina, na pakainin na ang  bata

sapagkat hinang-hina na siya at mukahang gutom pa,ngunit ang narinig ko lang

ay isang malakas na “hindi”

nagulat ako at naawa para kay “bong”

sa oras na iyon wala akong magawa kundi ang tingnan lang ang bata,

kaya kinabukasan ng muli ko siyang nakita 

kasama ang kapatid niya sa harap na ng aming tahanan,

lumapit ako at hinatiran ng isang balot ng pandesal,

binitawan niya ang sampaguita, lumingon sa kanan at kaliwa

upang siguraduhing wala ang kanyang ina

agad siyang kumuha at binigyan ang kapatid niya,

sa oras na iyon ramdam ko ang saya

dahil sa wakas nibsan ko rin ang gutom na tinitiis nila,

sinabi ko sa kanya kapag gutom siya at ang mga kapatid niya agad siyang

pumunta sa harap ng bahay at bibigyan ko sila ng makakain,

nakangiti si bong nang sabihin ko ang mga salitang iyon,

ngumiti rin ako dahil sa wakas matutulungna ko na rin silang magkakapatid

ang aking  mga lumang libro ay binibigay ko kay bong,

itinatago niya raw ito upang hindi maitapon ng kanyang ina,

unti-unti narin siya natututong magbasa,magsulat at iba pa

sa mga oras na may panahon ako tinuturuan ko siya,

nagbibigay siya sa akin ng limang piso kada-benta niya

para raw makaipon at makapag-aral na daw siya kasama ang iba pang mga bata.

Marami na rin siyang naipon, kapag may sobra ako

inihuhulog ko ito sa alkansya ni bong

hindi ko, nais na akuin ang responsibilidad ng kanyang magulang,

ang nais ko lang ay ang makatulong at magpasaya ng iba,

iyon lang at wala nang iba pa.

ang buhay ng tao,hindi pantay-pantay, hindi lahat ay suwerte at pinagpala ang dapat mong gawin aking kaibigan pangalagaan ang kung ano man ang meron ka…

Nung akoy isinilang sa lugar ng aking mga magulang…naging maligaya kaya ang lahat ng aking mga kababayang, nakadungaw daw sa bintana ng aming tahanan pagkatapos kong isilang? naku aking kaibigan huwag ako ang iyong tanungin tungkol diyan sapagkat sa aking pagkakaalam. lahat silay nakangiti kung hindi mu nalalaman… bakit kamo????

isang napakatinding katanungan.. kasi nga naman… sa susunod na mga araw akoy agad na bibinyagan… siyempre isang malaking handaan ang kanilang pagsasaluhan at kanilang tiyak na aabangan..hehehe

sa kabila ng lahat ng aking nalaman, akoy namuhay ng kasama siyempre wala nang choice ang aking mga kababayan…(parang ayaw ko pa?)

nabuhay ng simple ,tahimik at masaya . kaya ang hirap tuloy kalimutan ang aking mga kababayan(lab you guys).. kasama ko sila sa oras ng kainan kapag may handaan, sa oras ng inuman,at lalo na kapag may nagrentang isang kaibigan ng “video oke” sa tapat ng kanilang bahay naku!!! asahan mong maraming taong nakaabang sa mic para makanta ang kanilang paboritong kanta… na parang isang plaka sa katagalan (paulit-ulit kasi)

ang sabi nga ng iba.. ang lahat ng bagay ay lilipas din… kaya aun tumanda na tuloy ako… sa edad ng 5 taong gulang nagdesisyon ang aking mga magulang na magtungo sa maynila upang hanapin ang kapalaran (Tinakasan kasi sila) sa kabutihan palad… aun nahanap naman nila kaya naging maaus naman ang aming pamumuhay…sa kabilang banda, nagbago na aking pakikisalamuha sapagkat miss ko na kasi ang mga kapitbahay sa dati naming bahay… iba na kasi ngayon, maayos na ang lahat pawang ang daming bawal, nasasakal me..you know its really hard like stone!!!! pero sige.. susubukan kong makawala at muling makapiling ang aking mga mahal na kapitbahay(drama! plastik!)…dahil alam kong balang araw,…………………………………………………

 ……………………”I  SHALL Balik…parin…???

pawa makapiling kayo guyssss…………

Flowers need sunshine, violets need dew, all angels in heaven know I need u. years may fly, tears may dry, but my friendship with u will never die.
One day u will ask me: What is more important to you, me or your life? I will say: my life… You will walk away from me without knowing that U R MY LIFE!!!
Feel good when somebody Miss u. Feel better when somebody Loves u. But feel best when somebody never forgets u.
A friend is sweet when its new….but it is sweeter when its TRUE! But u know what? Its sweetest when its you.
A friend gives hope when life is low, a friend is a place when you have nowhere to go, a friend is honest, a friend is true. A friend is precious a friend is u.
If kisses were water, I will give u sea. If hugs were leaves, I will give u a tree.If u luv a planet, I will give u a galaxy, if friendship is life I will give u mine.
People live People die People Laugh People Cry Some give up Some will try Some say hi Some say bye Others may forget YOU but never will I.
If I were to be anything in this world…. I’d be ur tears!!!… So, I can be conceived in ur heart, born in ur eyes, live on ur cheeks & die on ur lips!!!!!
If u r a chocolate ur the sweetest, if u r a Teddy Bear u r the most huggable, If u are a Star u r the Brightest, and since u r my “FRIEND” u r the “BEST”!!!!!!!!! 
A special friend is rare indeed, it beems to be special breed, yes, perfect friends r very few, so lucky I m for having you. 
They say it takes a minute 2 fine a special person, an hour 2 appreciate them, a day 2 love them, but then an entire life 2 forget them.
When God opened the window of the Heaven He asked me: What is your wish for today? “I said : please take special care of the person reading this!!!!!!!”
Time might lead me to nowhere and faith might break into pieces but I will always be THANKFUL that once in my life’s journey we became FRIENDS!
It takes half our life to find true friends & half of it keeping them. I am lucky to have spent less than half my life finding you & wish to spend the rest keeping you.
In my life I learned how… 2 love 2 smile 2 be happy 2 be strong 2 work hard 2 be honest 2 be faithful 2 forgive but I couldn’t learn how.. 2 stop rembering u.
A memory lasts forever, and never does it die. True friends stay together and never say good bye.
Always draw a circle around the ones you love, never draw a heart because hearts can be broken, but circles are never ending.
U got style, u got sex-appeal, u got the intelligence and u sure got the body. Wait. Sorry, wrong number!
Of all the gifts, big and small, your friendship is the greatest of them all.
A ring is round and has no end, that’s how long I’ll be your friend!!!
The morning is just a few moments away. Go to sleep and when you wake up, remember me as a friend who is always there for you and never let you down
Yes, God made you first, but there is always a rough draft before the final copy.
The NHS regrets to inform you that your birth was an accident. Please report to your nearest hospital to be put down. We apologize for any inconvenience.
If you are in trouble, If you need a hand, Just call my number, because I’m your friend!
Whenever I see your smiling face, I have to smile myself, because I like you, you’re my friend!!!
Nostalgia is not what it used to be.
Those who think that things happen too fast are expected in a bank or a post office!
Make your life a house your heart can live in. With a door that is open to receive friends. And a garden full of memories…. of many good things.
You cannot buy friendship, you can earn it. If someone comes for help, be a true friend !
A friend is always welcome … Early in the morning or late at night. Time is of no importance … When it concerns real friendship!!
Friendship is a wonderful word, it might be the most beautiful one on earth. Friendship is something powerful, a gift of great value!
No gold or precious stones … give us happiness and peace, friendship and its warmth … will bring it to us
There is a big difference between friendship and a rose… Roses last only a while … but friendship is for ever
I asked God 4 a flower, he gave me a garden. Asked 4 a tree, he gave me a forest. Asked 4 a river, he gave me an ocean. Asked 4 a friend, he gave me you
Friends are like stars… you don’t see them all the time, but you know they’re there!
Life is not easy and it will never be, but you’ve got friends and one of them is me …
I must have been born under a lucky star , to find a friend as nice as you are. I will follow the rainbow to the end , if you promise to remain my friend !!!
When friendship is deeply rooted, it is a plant that cannot even be uprooted by a storm….
My “aim” in life is: die young when I am very old.
When you are lazy, you cannot help it. When you are tired, that is your own fault.
A friend is someone who knows when you need her…
A ring is round and has no end, so is my love for you my friend.
If my head looks like yours, I’d shave my rear end and walked on my hands.
Mirrors should be able to think before reflecting the images.
A friend is someone who knows the song of your heart and who can sing it for you when you have forgotten it
Friend: someone who tells you things while you are alive, things that others tell after you die
You can eat and drink together, talk and laugh together, enjoy life together, but you are only real friends when you also cried together.
Wherever you go, whatever you do, may god’s angels watch over you.
Make new friends, but keep the old. One is silver the other gold.
A little clown is living in my heart. Small and very special. It can dance and jump, laugh and sing. Are you in pain and you need to cry, come and borrow it!
I would not call myself important, but I am convinced that when I was not born, everyone would like to know why.
The only good thing about your own mistakes, is that is might make other people happy.
Not the lack of love, but the lack of friendship makes marriages unhappy.
A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
I MaY Not Be a cLocK ThaT maY TexT yOu 24hrs a DaY But My HeArt Will bE LikE a CloCk ThAt will nOt sToP CarIng & SayInG U r aLwaYs RemeMbEreD. TakE CaRe.
The times we shared is like shooting star… the time is short but really beautiful moments…. Forever engraved in our hearts…. Friends forever~!!!
KeEping a FRIEND is As Difficult AS losing one. U sacrifice A lot To keep them. I may not have sacrificed enuf 4 u… but in my HEART I swear I’m keeping U..
We’ve known each other by CHANCE, became friends by CHOICE, still friends by DECISION. And when we say FRIEND FOREVER, that’s definitely a lifetime PROMISE!
If friends were flowers I would not pick you! I’ll let you grow in the garden & cultivate you with love and care so I can keep you as a friend 4ever!!
When i’m walking in front of u,I’m protecting u. When i’m beside u i’m there for u, when i’m behind u, I’m watching over u. When i’m alone,I’m thinking of u.
A ring is round and has no end…. and that’s how long I’ll be your friend.
There is a gift that gold cannot buy, a blessing dats rare & true, dats the gift of a wonderful friend like the friend dat i have in u!
Wat u see as truth wat u see as lies remember that true friendship never dies although we may change & drift apart, ill always value u deep within my heart!
A friend is never a coincidence in your life, they are meant to enter your life to bring you joy and laughter. So, i will treasure the friendship between us.
Everyone hears what you say… Friends listen to what you say… Best friends listen to what you don’t say…
Friends are like stars. You can’t always see them, But you know they are always there for you…
Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.
As long as we have memories, yesterday remains; as long as we have hope, tomorrow awaits. As long as we have Friendship, each day is never a waste.
Good frenz are like quilts… it never loses its warmth…
GOD is so wise that he never created FRIENDS with pricetags, Because….. if He did, I can’t afford a precious FRIEND like YOU!!!
thE tEst oF fRiEndsHip dOseN’t cOmeS wHen u R 2GethEr. It cOmEs wHeN u ParT waYs & u ReaLizE tHat dEsPitE tHe dIsTanCe, thE fRiEndshIp iS sTilL tHeRe…
True friends are like Diamonds… they are real and rare. False friends are like leaves… they are scattered everywhere.
FRIENDSHIP isn’t how U forGet but how U forGive, Not how U liSten but how U UnderStand, Not what U see but how U feel, and not how U Let Go but how U hold oN!!!
FriEndSHiP iS A PRiCeLeSs GiFt tHaT cAn’T Be BoUgHt Or SoLd, BuT To Have An UnDeRsTaNdiNg FriEnd iS FaR MoRe WoRtH tHaN GoLd~!
If you need advice, text me… If you need a friend, call me… If you need me, come to me… If you need money… ……….. THE SUBSCRIBER CANNOT BE REACHED!
FRIENDSHIP is like a tree… It is not MEASURED on how TALL it could be, but is on how DEEP the ROOTS HAVE GROWN…
In this WORLD, where everything seems UNCERTAIN, only one thing is DEFINITE. You’ll always be my FRIEND, beyond WORDS, beyond TIME & beyond DISTANCE!
I believe in angels, the kind that heaven sends. I’m surrounded by angels but I call them my best friends.
Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was choice, but falling in love with you was completely out of my control.
A memory lasts forever, and never does it die. True friends stay together and never say good bye.
The ship that will never sink is my friendship with you.
I met U as a stranger, I leave U as a friend, as long as the world stands, our friendship nv ends. All friends nv split N even if they do they will meet again.
I always thought loving some1 was the greatest feeling, but I realised tat loving a friend is even better, we lose ppl we love but we never lose true friends.
EveRyDay I seE LoTs oF StRangErS PasSiNg By mE, ThiS mAkeS mE reAlisED tHat, LifE woUlD be BORING, WiThoUt A FriEnD LiKE U…
We gain and lose things every day. But trust me on one thing: YOU WILL NEVER LOSE ME! I will always be there as a friend!
A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
The times we shared is like shooting star… the time is short but really beautiful moments…. Forever engraved in our hearts…. Friends forever~!!!
We’ve known each other by CHANCE, became friends by CHOICE, still friends by DECISION. And when we say FRIEND FOREVER, that’s definitely a lifetime PROMISE!
If friends were flowers I would not pick you! I’ll let you grow in the garden & cultivate you with love and care so I can keep you as a friend 4ever!!
A ring is round and has no end…. and that’s how long I’ll be your friend.
There is a gift that gold cannot buy, a blessing dats rare & true, dats the gift of a wonderful friend like the friend dat i have in u!
Wat u see as truth wat u see as lies remember that true friendship never dies although we may change & drift apart, ill always value u deep within my heart!
A friend is never a coincidence in your life, they are meant to enter your life to bring you joy and laughter. So, i will treasure the friendship between us.
Everyone hears what you say… Friends listen to what you say… Best friends listen to what you don’t say…
I want u 2 know that our friendship means a lot 2 me. U cry, I cry. U laugh.. I laugh. U jump out of d window.. I look down n then.. I laugh again.. hahaha
Friends are like stars. You can’t always see them, But you know they are always there for you…
Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.
As long as we have memories, yesterday remains; as long as we have hope, tomorrow awaits. As long as we have Friendship, each day is never a waste.
Never abandon old friends. They are hard 2 replace. Friendships is like wine: it gets BETTER as it grows OLDER. Just like us… i get BETTER, u get OLDER.
The sun is glazing, upon the sunlight i see the path of our friendship shining brightly knowing that it is so great to have a friend like YOU!
Handsome, Sweet, Intelligent, Spontaneous, Good Looking, Nice Friends, Charming, Funny, well… Enough about ME! How about you?
If U need a friend and there are a hundred steps between us, you can take the 1st step to get near me and i will take all 99 step to be there for you.
6 rules to be HAPPY: Free your heart from hatred; Free your mind from worries; Live simply; Expect less; Give more & Always have ME as UR FRIEND
Time might lead me to nowhere; Fate might break me apart; I’ll always be thankful that once, along my life’s journey I found a friend like U…
Friends are like a head of hair. You might lose some, but with enough $money$ you can buy them back.
A day is going to end again. It is nice to have a friend like U making my everyday seems so great. Thank U my good friend lastly gd nite n sweet dreams…
I have seen angels in the sky… I have seen snowfall in july… I have seen things u only imAgine to see… But I haven’t seen anything sweeter than u.
There r many stars but the moon is u, there are many friends but the best is u,, To forget me that’s up to u,,, To forget u I will never ever do.
U may be out of my sight, but not out of my heart, U may be out of my reach but not out of my mind.I may mean nothing to u but u will always be special to me!!
How can u tell the rain not 2 fall when clouds exist? How can u tell the leaves not 2 fall when wind exist? How can u tell me not to fall in friendship when u exist.
Knowing a friend like u has made me happy in a million ways And if Ever I Have to Let you go………..I would Find a million reasons to make u stay!!!!
If I m in hell & u in heaven, I always look up & be proud of u. but if I were In heaven & u in hell, I beg God 2 send me down coz heaven wont be heaven without u.
Life is 4 u, death is 4 me, being happy is 4 u, being sad is 4 me, being together is 4 u, being lonely is 4 me, everything 4 u but u r 4 me.
If I could pull down the rainbow I would write ur name with it & put it back in the sky to let everybody know how colorful my life is with a friend like u!!
Never say ur happy when ur sad… never say ur fine when ur not ok… never say u feel good when u feel bad… and never say ur alone when I m still alive.
Sometimes my mind asked why? I miss u, Why? I care 4 u, Why? I remember u then my heart answered its simply b’coz you are a sweet friend!!